| A Rise of the Dead |
[22 Aug 2005|08:11am] |
Greetings and masterbations Sorry I havent been on a while Reallife Crap sucks lmao blahh welll Heres wha I been up to since i been offline for 2 years.... Well im going to school so i can start a danceclub..... Kinda asked a girl to marry me but it was like this a girl I dated for 3 years wantd to get Married but we was broken up and on da phone I said if yer not married in 2 months when i get off Probation then I would Marry her well I called her Back when i got off Probation I called and she said heyyy Crul Guess wha Im like wha she is Like I am getting Married I mean my Heart Sunk faster then the titanic....
haha VAMPY and NEO see differ names I have tried ICQing you but maybe u got new accounts I been trying to get a hold of you.... e-mail me at brett20@hotmail.com sooo i know whas going on....
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[26 Aug 2003|01:57pm] |
Death and Destruction to all who comes my way of this evil Path of Desmay..... for witch it seems I lay in my Dark Slumber the Slumber of Death and Sorry of Hatred in thee..... you come and see me but am I there, are you there in my mind is it something that I cannot See for those who i have seen i could not hear for those i hear I cannot See, wha is wrong with me?..... Can you see my cut my fingers off or dig out my eyes and rip off my ears?.... Why should I care if noone else Cares...... Look apon you for Happyness but it wasnt there Looked apn you for Friendship and it wasnt there.. Why do People Hate me where I Die in my Sorrow, Death and Destruction to all who comes my way.....
In witch it seems I lay in my Dark Slumber not knowing why should I live or Should i Die, come to me my Children of the Night and pray with me " Dare the World wanna get rid of me why should I die for thee I am who I am so let it Be"....
Deep and Darkness nights come with a bless with Devil's Night I will not Miss... Come with my my Children of the Night watch me sleep in my Obyess of Sorrows till I sleep my Dark Slumber tonight
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| awnser/ and quote |
[15 Aug 2003|10:41am] |
Aye my Warewolf Brother i would love to stay on your list you make the reading feel at home in the dark abyss.
and qoute of the day: If I was an animal I would be a racoon, CLimb up a tree and jackoff to the Moon..
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| quiz thingy |
[08 Aug 2003|05:50pm] |
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ok all typw in the ones that your most like the catogrys there so let me know ok ...ook :D
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| Quizes |
[08 Aug 2003|05:49pm] |
How do you wish your life could be?
More Prosperous.
One long, summer vacation.
More adventurous.
Less Weird.
More Provocative.
More Intimate.
More Rewarding. I do a lot for not much in return.
What would you spend the last $20 in your pocket on?
Some sleeping pills.
Probably something at the mall.
Black Eyeliner or Paint Supplies.
Chocolate.
Something flashy and bright colored.
I'll soon have $40 when I take your wallet...
I'd save it up.
Which song do you like the best?
"What a Girl wants"-Christina Aguilara
"be Happy"-Bob Marley
"I don't wanna CLose My Eyes"-Aerosmith
"Material Girl"-Madonna
"In this Diary"-The Ataris
Any piano solo by Bethoveen
"Dancing Queen"-the A*teens
What kind of kid were you in school?
Felt like i was entertaining people.
Always had energy.
I knew a lot of gossip.
The one in the back of the class. I didn't talk much.
I was popular.
The one who didn't really have a core group of friends, just drifted a lot.
I was cool, i was there almost everyday.
What is your favorite color?
Black.
Red, or Green.
Blue.
Not that interested in colors.
I like all of them.
I like dark colors. They look good on me.
Yellow. Or Oarnge.
When the spotlight is on you, you will:
Be terrified!
Smile and Pose.
Soak it up!
Pull a friend in with you.
Try to find out what's going on.
Try to get out of it. Fast.
Think of something to do or say.
Your family can be described as:
Very Close.
Never There.
Supportive
Very Odd Indeed.
Very Giving.
We keep secrets from eachother.
Other people see you as:
Unreachable.
Weird at times.
A friend.
Nobody.
Fun!
Someone they can rely on. Very trustworthy.
Rebel.
Different. Maybe even scary.
Who is your most likely your idol?
One of my parents.
My best friend.
A famous person!
Shakespeare...or Edgar Alleb Poe
The most well-liked person you know.
idols are for people who can't live up to thier own dreams so they have to chase after someone else's.
Your career choice would be...
Something without much human-contact.
Something where I don't have to think so much.
Charming people.
Self- employment.
Building something. Or making something. Like working on cars or making a clothing line.
It doesn't matter.
What book are you most likely reading about?
The cat in the Hat
Chicken Soup for the Soul
Kama Sutra
How To overthrow the Government
.101 Tips for Better Living.
How to speak English.
The phone book.
Where is your favorite place to be?
Somewhere i can jump around or run or something.
ALONE!
In the Wilderness.
Out at sea.
Asleep.
With my friends.
In my room.
When something is bothering you, do you:
Clean something.
Find other ways to distract yourlself.
Take action.
Confront it right away. RIGHT AWAY.
Think of a way to solve the problem to yourself.
Try to mingle your way into a comprimise with it.
Fight it. Square with it.
Your perfect guy/girl would most likely be:
Someone who accepts you.
Someone who agrees with you.
Someone who thinks outside the box.
Someone who likes the same stuff you do. Involved with the same stuff you are.
Someone with the same aspirations and dreams as you. High ambition!
Someone who respects you.
Would going to a gym excite you?
No.. i like to run outside to excersize.
I'd have to go like, everyday.
...gym?..what's that?
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[28 Jul 2003|10:56am] |
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Have you ever wondered if there was Alians in the Universe and are they friendly????? I balive there is but just like us they can be good or bad....
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| just shit to say |
[22 Jul 2003|09:03pm] |
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Hey whas up my Peeps not Much here just been working n shit damn 2rd shift. and wow 2 days witll my biithday whoohoo now i can legaly drink hehe yayyy meeeeee... maybe i can get laid more wha ya guys think lmao....... I have been working on building my guitar if anyone has any good ideas on how to paint it let me know that will be Awsome I been thinking Black with fire or Black with lightning bolts but then i am more open with more suggestions.. thanks :D
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| Living Hell (another Poem) |
[11 Jul 2003|07:41pm] |
Always destructive to myself,
I live to create my private hell.
All alone in my cell of mistrust,
I can't seem to break the chain of disgust,
Hating myself for the way I think,
I can't get my mind off of the stink,
Why do I feel so insane?
Why do I drive those I love away?
Wishing I was dead and buried,
Might have to bring on the end in a hurry,
Hating what I do to myself,
Hate my little private hell,
Fuck the world,
Fuck the people in it too,
Fuck everyone,
'Cuz they fuck me too.
~I wish he'd shut the door to his little 'cell of mistrust' instead of coming out to fuck everyone. Trust me, I don't think anyone's fucking you.
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| a Poem |
[11 Jul 2003|07:24pm] |
I went away did you care,
When did you realise, That I wasn't there?
Sorrows pain, fills my heart.
I want to cry, where do I start.
A tearing sensation up my spine.
I have crossed the line, left my life behind.
A rope hanging down from above my head.
A rope around my small, skinless neck.
Will it snap? Will I reach my death?
I have conquered the earth. Nothing is left.
Death through despise,
The sorrowful lies dilute my eyes.
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| saying shit lmao |
[11 Jul 2003|06:06pm] |
OK I have seen this chick who i was in love with and she was still as beautiful as ever even though my feelings have just went astrey cus she slept with my friend and dont acknolage i liked her... well anyone knows whas this mean or am i just insane cus i still find her Pretty.. common now ya's gotta know wha i mean....
and I give a Shout out to my Bro and Sis ya know who ya are the werewolf and the Vampire Goddess her self. wellll i guess i got noting else to say soo Peace out and remember Nothing is Free except your own insanity
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| nothing to say |
[07 Jul 2003|08:08pm] |
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hey i got nothing to say nothing to say yayy yayy yayy this vampire has nothing to say soo let me drink your blood and ladeedaaaaaa
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| Why in the Fuck do People have to Judge other People |
[26 Jun 2003|10:17pm] |
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Why in the Fuck Do People have to Judge other People common now..... Here is my thoughts they are Feared of them selfs in which people eather look better or they wanna be just like them.... I was in a Palace and sommone just Had to Complain about my avatar cus it was Gothic... Well dont we all have a darkside and why in the Fuck is it the Morose Morones that has to Complain? if anyone knows let me know.....
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